Don't explain....Cause I know exactly what you're going to say...

BIG WORDS, RECYCLED PHRASES AND THE BITTERSWEET TASTE OF ALL THE WORD IS ON YOUR LIPS.
Kay...sorry about that. Tai. Alright. Im at school. In Social Studies. Feeling kinda downa and potic. GTG. Vrai's sending me a website so I have to check my emails. Ttyl.

Keep my eyes on him? What does that even mean dude?

I'm sick of this shit. Emotional yo-yos are so fucking overrated. Get your act together and pick a side of you you'd like me to see. And not the one you've been showing me lately. This state is not pretty. I never said I was nice.

Only started with a little kiss like this....

Alright well...last play tonight. Which makes me happy and sad. And guess what? You are now reading the blog of the newest social butterfly on the block. There's a kid on my bus that i finally talked to today. And he talked back! We had like...a twenty second conversation but, it was really cool. Cause, in my head i heard me talking to him, and then I just like....did it. Oh and by the way, I never really heard anyone describe a relationship as "nice" before lol. Especially a guy but he was "nice." Lmao....I'm gonna go dance now. Bye bye.

That don't impress me much...

I'll try and keep it brief today. I've been learning a lot lately though. A lot about people and a lot about myself, too. Apparently, things are never really what they seem like and when something feels wrong, it usually is wrong. Now, I am truly speaking from experience here. A lot of things are wrong. And somethings feel wrong right now. My mind is a mess. So, please forgive me. This blog is sort of acting like a cleaning lady right now.I'm just wondering about a lot of things. And you know what else? It's not just about getting through the day anymore. I'm singing like I'm drunk at lunch and I'm dancing in the mall and I'm having a good time. See that? Pretend something long enough and things fall into place I guess. That don't impress me much. So ya think you got the moves but do you got the touch? Whatever.

As I look the other way...

Ugh. Frustrated again.

Did you think I'm a dime a dance, well the dance is through!

Alright. I feel hungover again. But thats okay. And still, I have acheived this state without the use of actual alcohol. Yesterday was fun. (Minus the part where I really was like....wheezing to breathe because I was being carried by my friends just because I'd like to believe life is a musical and i actually CAN burst out in song in the middle of the mall---they did not think so) And hmm....today? I just finished this amazing book and anyone who knows what I'm talking about I'm fully moved up to like....a three because of this book. And then, I put some of my fondest memories in a box and I'm not entirely sure why. It just felt like the true and right thing to do. I don't know why I'm saying all this. Anyway...back to the book. This girl is my hero. She went from being spineless to asserting herself and eventually getting what she wanted. Granted, the odds were in her favor, (in a way), and its a book, shes the heroine shes sposed to get what she worked for. Maybe life can be like books. Only, I'm not sure what I'm trying to assert myself in. Anyway..I have cleaning to do. I actually have like....a cleaning pet-peeve. I need the stairs to be polished. Like...I dont just need them to be clean. I need them to be like. Slippery clean. Which terrifies me. I'm not doing the stairs for awhile...like maybe a month. But i know its gonna annoy the hell outta me whenever I go up or downstairs lol. I gtg. Ttyl.

Hello, my darling...

I've been thinking lately. About what? Your probably sitting there wondering. I'm reading a very interesting book. I wont really go into details, but this kid volunteers at a nursing home and sits with a really nasty old man 2-3 days a week. Ok, look. I'm not that stupid. I've learned by now things do not happen like they do in books. But I'm thinking about giving it a try. I mean...I have music right? SOMEONE in a nursing home has to be interested in music. I could sing or play something simple on bass. Community service could be just what I'm looking for do with my time. And besides, I could sing without getting yelled at, which is ultimately what happens in my house. and btw--saw "grease!" today for the first time, and I may have limited taste or probably not even sufficient qualifications to have an opinion on any kind of musical besides the fact that i wish my life was one, but sincerely enjoyed the is75 production of grease. Props to Mrs. Stine and the entire drama class, even if I really do think she has something shoved way too far up her ass. And hmm....what else? nothing. nite.

Now you're burning by the side of the road!

Alright. Today was pretty boring. And now I'm pretty bored. It's so nice out but I'm not sure if I wanna ride my bike right now. I wanna just scream my brains out. And no ones home. So I can do that. Yay! I'm gonna go scream and probably record Arizona by Hey Monday. Great song check it out!

Romeo save me, I've been so alone....

Ok....yeah. Hi. You know? The subject of conversation that I most want to avoid comes up the most. Mr.Murphy would say its quite ironic. But I think its sad. Well....I'm sitting in social studies after school and it just occured to me. Not everyone responds well to abuse. Communication only works if both ends are willing to give and receive. I'm failing in about every area of communication. Thank god its not a class cause it would totally kill my overall average. And that would not be good. At all. This is gonna sound totally wrong but I'm so completely frustrated.

I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well...

Isnt it amazing how some songs just put you in a better mood? I had a crap day and I have my youtube playlist on shuffle, reading a really good book with my headphones on, and Broken by Seether and Amy just came on and now I kinda feel....great. But, I know people arent going to read this. They shouldnt. They should have plenty of other things to do. Cause I'm Broken, when I'm lonesome...

Reminded Of Blue Denim

No one has been posting so I feel like a pathetic loser. Its not that I have nothing to do with my time. I do a lot of other stuff. I just think it's important I come on here and tell the world what I like, hate, and love about being a teenager. (Sarcastic) I dont know why I come on here. I just do. So, hi! Today sucked. Totally totally sucked. People are funny though. A girl I havent talked to in three years (to date) provided me with most of my day's entertainment. But, to anyone who knows what is going on, I guess I shouldnt really find this that funny. I guess I'm just not one of those girls that freaks out over things like this. But you know what's worst? I knew that girl. We were like, best friends, and now she has a total disregard for me. As Alexa would say, "stupid slut." I'll talk more later. Later.

Say, is that rain or are they tears?

Seven Sad Facts Of Life--
1) People want only what they think they cannot have.
2) Guns and Roses was revolutionary and never shall be again.
3) People always say enjoy your childhood blahblahblah, but it has been confirmed that being an adult is more fun.
4) As our obesity rates go up, so do our hunger rates.
5) Some people find happiness in doing the wrong thing.
6) We fight for peace and die for our freedom.
and lastly...
7) When people are smiling, you never really know what they are thinking. Even when you think you do.