I dont know what I've done....

New favorite song lol. Im siiiiiiick. And I hurt. Everywhere. Its not nice. So I lay in bed, pndering life, death, God, guys, holy baby jesus!!!! I didnt tell you about banquet! I dont know what I expected to happen there. I had fun. I cried. I danced and hugged people and oh my god. I slow danced with two guys that I dont even like. One I don't even know. I don't know what I'm gonna do. But I have to do something. Like whats the worst that could happen? I really dont wanna die before I really live. That would suck. You have no idea what I'm talking. Dear god. Lets keep it that way. More later. Mwahs.

Nature is a whore....

Nature is a bitch. It makes us think things that arent actually true. I like this guy ok? I will never tell who it is. Laying back was never my thing. To the common eye, it looks like I do. But I know I don't. And this is exactly what I'm doing at the moment. Laying back. Biting my tongue. Settling. I hate that word. I'm gonna do something insane. And I'm not talking about dying my hair insane. A new insane. This is not your grandmothers kitchen anymore baby! Lets crank the heat up.

Please save your cliches for someone who wants them a little less....

So ha. I am alive. Six flags was so much fun. My brain is dead. Ok...that was a lie. My mind is fully functional in every area except those that would actually be helpful right about now. Banquet thursday! I finally have a dress...its white and im gonna wear white make up and dance my little feet off and hopefully look like i have a hangover when i wake up. is it sick if i look forward to that?....maybe a little huh? ah well....hopefully i wont do anything too stupid. =/. oh....i finally got a new phone too. ill write more later when im not surrounded by thirty people that can so easily walk by and read the concepts of my outer-inner mind.