Breaking Habits.

We sat on a bench in the park,

You asked me why i had up a guard.

It wasn’t that i didnt trust you,

It wasn’t that i was still afraid.

It was more an act out of habit,

You took my hand and told me to be brave.

You Are All

I know it sounds so cliche,

But i think about you everyday.

And now I’m down to the final stretch,

Trying to keep myself not such a mess.

To figure out how we got here,

And write you letters to tell you dear,

 

How lonesome it is when you’re far away,

I need you, I need you, I need you.

How quiet my night are all alone.

I need you, I need you, I miss you.

You are all I desire.

 

A good night’s sleep is hard to find

When you’re always on my mind.

You keep in touch but its the same,

how do i know you won’t forget my face?

My fingers are aching to touch you, oh.

They write you letters to let you know,

 

How lonesome it is when you’re far away,

I need you, I need you, I need you.

How quiet my night are all alone.

I need you, I need you, I miss you.

You are all I desire.

You are all I desire.

Feed

Your cuffs made of ghosts,

you think they keep you alive,

but they only keep you from trying.

To get you want, to do as you please.

They keep you on your knees.

Fear the flight, fear the fall,

fear it all between,

Nothings as good as it seems.

 

You can’t get broken but you’ll never get what you want.

Never, no, never.

 

The light, the dark, your shadow.

The night, the day and the dawn.

Feed right into your paranoia,

Your fear will swallow you whole.

 

You have nothing to say,

But no cats your tongue,

You bite it with your gums,

With no teeth and no spine,

It’s a wonder your still alive,

But barely.

Nothing makes sense til it’s proven,

But where will get your proof?

 

The light, the dark, your shadow.

The night, the day and the dawn.

Feed right into your paranoia,

Your fear will swallow you whole.

 

Fear the flight, fear the fall,

Fear it all in between,

Nothings as good as I’m making it seem,

Is there poison in the air you breathe?

Your fear will kill you quicker than anything you could be scared of.

 

The light, the dark, your shadow.

The night, the day and the dawn.

Feed right into your paranoia,

Your fear will swallow you…

Swallow you…

Swallow you…

Roses

Ideas are like butterflies,

But they start out as caterpillars.

Slowly inching down the spine to the place of no return.

Do you know you make nervous?

Just by being what you are.

 

You see

What I portray

Not me

There’s nothing you can say

You leave

Me with all the blame,

I’m not sorry

You’re not sorry,

That’s why the roses don’t grow here.

(wont grow, can’t grow, don’t grow)

(won’t grow, can’t grow, don’t grow)

 

People are like dominoes.

Cause when they fall they take everyone else down.

Slowly leaving all their spine in a place of no return.

Do you know you make me nervous?

Just by being what you are.

 

You see

What I portray

Not me

There’s nothing you can say

You leave

Me with all the blame,

I’m not sorry

You’re not sorry,

That’s why the roses don’t grow here.

(wont grow, can’t grow, don’t grow)

(won’t grow, can’t grow, don’t grow)

 

All my buds have turned to thorns

 

(simulataneous parts:)

I’m not sorry

Youre not sorry

(won’t grow, can’t grow, don’t grow)

I’m not sorry

Youre not sorry

(won’t grow, can’t grow, don’t grow)

I’m not sorry

Youre not sorry

(won’t grow, can’t grow, don’t grow)

This is the closest

I’ve ever seen you to crying

I’m thinking I’m the blame.

I fly in circles

Cause I see you’re not trying,

But it’s clear that you’re flame.