Stop

I’m ready and I’m able

To force myself under your table

I’ll pretend I never knew you

If it would make you feel like I never tried to improve you

 

You tell me just forget it

But I won’t soon leave it at that

 

I only tied you up so you’d stop moving

I only tied you down so you’d stop squirming

I never thought you should be left

To make this on your own, this mess,

I just wanted to show you how beautiful

Life could be, when you stop dreaming

 

I’m willing to just walk by

Even when I want to stop and say hi

Ask you how you are right then

I wonder if you’d lie

 

You tell me just forget it

But I won’t leave it to chance

 

I only tied you up so you’d stop moving

I only tied you down so you’d stop squirming

I never thought you should be left

To make this on your own, this mess,

I just wanted to show you how beautiful

Life could be, when you stop dreaming

 

Would it make you feel better

To know that I’d stop breathing

Just to make you feel better,

Just to make you stop dreaming

Dear Past Lover

Dear past lover

Dear past friend

I know it’s too late,

To begin again

I’m sorry I

Am letting go

But you have to know

You never knew me right

 

We all make mistakes

We all fall down

I never was

Quite right with you around

And it’s okay

It’s alright

You never told me goodbye

You never told me why

I lost all that sleep

And I still don’t know

 

Dear past lover

Dear past friend

I know it’s too late

To begin again

But if you wanted

I’d make a new end

 

It’s early morning

The sun is high

I’m not thinking of you

Just yet, but I’m counting the minutes left, I

Dreamt of you last night,

But you turned away there, too

I guess it’s my own damn fault

For not seeing what I had when I had you

 

Dear past lover,

Dear past friend

I know it’s too late

To begin again

But if you hold me,

Just let me pretend

That you wrote me letters

That you never sent

 

Dear past lover,

Dear past friend

I know it’s too late,

To begin again

I’m sorry I

Am letting go

But you had to know

I never did you right, goodnight

Something I Never Had

You want it

You got it

It’s dry and forgotten

It’s androgyny

In it’s sickest forms

It’s you

 

You need it

You crave it

In your boney fingers

It’s androgyny

In it’s sickest forms

It’s you

 

Your sunrise, burns my eyes

You’re too awake to say goodnight,

I’ll stay up all night, and be with you

 

In between, the good and bad

You’re everything I never had

In between, the blue and red

The black and white,

Live and dead,

I found something I never had,

I never had a choice.

 

You saw it

You felt it

Pierce the surface

It’s androgyny

In it’s purest forms

It’s you

 

Your sunrise, burns my eyes

You’re too awake to say goodnight,

I’ll stay up all night, and be with you

 

In between, the good and bad

You’re everything I never had

In between, the blue and red

The black and white,

Live and dead,

I found something I never had,

I never had a choice.

 

The twilight comes

I’m dreaming of

You in all your states

Gas or liquid

Solid, touching'

What would be my face

 

Your sunrise, burns my eyes

You’re too awake to say goodnight,

I’ll stay up all night, and be with you

 

In between, the good and bad

You’re everything I never had

In between, the blue and red

The black and white,

Live and dead,

I found something I never had,

I never had a choice.