Well Conditioned

You gave me secrets I couldn’t hold

Too heavy on my shoulders, you

Never cared the weight you threw, and

You even laughed when I fall off balance, I

Never noticed how you do, and why

Did I think you were on my side, oh

 

I don’t want you

I don’t need you

Not when you come with the conditions you do

 

You bent and you broke me, you wore me out

And after, you left me to figure it out

Oh, I’ve been figuring too,

I see the worst parts of me

Were always inspired by you

I see the worst parts of me

Were always inspired by you

 

You twisted me vision to keep you in view,

I though I liked what I’d been seeing, I

Wasn’t seeing everything, though,

Not straight, your smattered truth

 

I don’t want you

I don’t need you

Not when you come with the conditions you do

 

You bent and you broke me, you wore me out

And after, you left me to figure it out

Oh, I’ve been figuring too,

I see the worst parts of me

Were always inspired by you

I see the worst parts of me

Were always inspired by you

 

I should’ve known about boys like you

I should’ve known about boys like you

Watch me take the headaches you gave me

And turn them into more rhymes to save me

 

I don’t want you

I don’t need you

Not when you come with the conditions you do

 

You bent and you broke me, you wore me out

And after, you left me to figure it out

Oh, I’ve been figuring too,

I see the worst parts of me

Were always inspired by you

I see the worst parts of me

Were always inspired by you

Swell

My pride hangs in a locket

Its chain around my neck

But lately its been swelling

Out of the cracks and the keyhole

Please, get it back at bay

I’ll try to swallow it whole

 

I feel your stares more than ever

And I pray that you go blind

Put that in your morning coffee cup,

Add sugar as see you fit,

Try and keep my tongue,

Keep it bit,

Next time.

 

My sense has loud opinions.

Usually I’m a lot more nice.

But lately around you it’s been quiet.

I write in ink with my words like knives.

Carving up what you just layed out

I don’t care what I let lie

 

I feel your stares more than ever

And I pray that you go blind

Put that in your morning coffee cup,

Add sugar as see you fit,

Try and keep my tongue,

Keep it bit,

Next time.

 

You see, I’ve been eating matches

That’s why, I keep choking,

On the smoke in here,

Eyes teared up,

And I feel bigger than normal,

Everyone looks small from up here.

 

I feel your stares more than ever

And I pray that you go blind

Put that in your morning coffee cup,

Add sugar as see you fit,

Try and keep my tongue,

Keep it bit,

Next time.

To Be With You

If this is yours I want a part

You keep the ending, I want back the start

Cause everything got so confused

Blurry lines from me to you

And now

I don’t know it is I should go, so

 

If you go, I will follow

I promise, I’ll be there, right in tow

I’ll crawl behind you,

Fit in spaces that you aren’t,

But if you stay, I’m staying too,

Cause all I want’s to be with you

 

Your face in dark, so hard to see

But in the light, it’s all I need

Cause everything got so confused

We threw words, like bullets used

And now,

I don’t know how I should go to fix it

 

If you go, I will follow

I promise, I’ll be there, right in tow

I’ll crawl behind you,

Fit in spaces that you aren’t,

But if you stay, I’m staying too,

Cause all I want’s to be with you

 

I’m more aware, of everything

Because you’re there

I’m more aware, of everything

Because you’re there

Because you’re there

If this is yours, I want a part

I want a part, want to be a part

 

If you go, I will follow

I promise, I’ll be there, right in tow

I’ll crawl behind you,

Fit in spaces that you aren’t,

But if you stay, I’m staying too,

Cause all I want’s to be with you

I’ve Been Thinking

I lay down in the quiet corner

I listened to breath against the music in my head

And everything you ever thought of

Everything you ever said, came pouring in my ears

Through out the silence, I could hear,

 

That I’ve been thinking I’m alone,

But I’ve been mistaken.

I’ve been thinking I’m alone,

That I’m the only one,

Who feels hurt, Who feels wronged,

You’ve been singing the same song,

All alone.

Through out the silence, I could hear

That I’ve been thinking I’m alone,

But I’ve been wrong.

Wrote this in the shower. Pissed. Can’t remember the real words but I’ma try and get it back. :D

You say you need some new shoes

The same old soles ain’t doing it for you

Where’ve you been running around, then?

Do you ever think about slowing down,

Trying something new.

 

I’m blown away,

I’m set free,

For every today,

Tomorrow will be.

I’m blown away,

I’m getting free,

With the possibility,

I’m blown away.

Noisey

You’re a little noisey for my, taste

I’m a little sour for yours,

But maybe we could get used to, it

If you got a room and couple hours

 

Shock me, shock me

Try and break me,

Believe you beat them to it, baby

 

You think I’m refined, do you?

Then let me out the cage,

You tongue it just fine, now?

Run it by me again, please.

 

Shock me, shock me

Try and break me,

Believe you beat them to it, babe

 

There is no, speed limit

I run all the red lights.

You wanted a war,

Well you got me instead,

I’ll sit here and watch you try and put up a fight.

You’re a little noisey for my, taste

You’re a little noisey for my, taste

Believe me, you didn’t beat them

To breaking me

 

Shock me, shock me

Try and break me,

Believe you beat them to it, baby

Shock me, shock me

Try and break me,

Believe you beat them to it, baby

Mane of Gold

Bite out the words

Draw in your breath

Back straighter than arrows

Piercing your head

 

You act in fear,

You act in rage,

You point your fingers,

And you, hide your face.

 

Coward, coward

Complete with mane of gold,

Coward, coward,

Your act is getting old.

 

Don’t you, don’t you

Know what you are,

When you cry yourself to sleep at night

Don’t you, don’t you

Know what you are,

Know what you are,

I know what you are.

 

You act in fear,

You act in rage,

You point your fingers,

And you, hide your face.

 

Coward, coward

Complete with mane of gold,

Coward, coward,

Your act is getting old.

 

I bite my tongue

Count to ten in my head

Your not worth me

Losing it

 

You act in fear,

You act in rage,

You point your fingers,

And you, hide your face.

 

Coward, coward

Complete with mane of gold,

Coward, coward,

Your act is getting old.

 

I know what you are

I know what you are

Complete with mane of gold

I know what you are

I know what you are

You do what your told

Your act is getting old

Coward, coward