idk...

ok....well...i found some notes...that i wrote to "some people." Well....i cant believe it. but im still fine. i rly am gonna be ok. it scares me...cuz all along i thought i wouldnt be...and i was...so....stupid isnt the word. naive is the word. mr.murphy has a lot to learn about "love."

wow

Ok.....i was only a little bummed today. I had a lot of fun actually. Screaming first for Justin, then Gab, then Courtney was so much fun. But I had to leave early with Christine and go to church which was very enlightening....i finally faced my fear of looking like the overwhelmed Christian in a damn CHURCH!! lol...but today was rly fun. thnks vrai lol u and aimez and sara and court were awesome lol. thnx guys! lol and thnx for reawakening my secret love for leo and tommy lee lol

Insulted

Words are absolutely pointless right now. I'm so insulted that apparently everyone thinks i'd die with out "some people." Lol. I cant believe that after spending FOREVER fighting about independence, one day and eveything goes straight to hell. I dont even wanna count how many messages i have from people who are like...."where are you? we're worried." i cnt believe this. i know i should be thrilled that so many people care....but im rly not......like i said....im insulted.