Favorite Psychotic Song

Two steps forward, three steps back

The closer I get the less it all makes sense

I’m so close to being where they want me

So far from anything real

What’s left of the Earth?

What’s left to become?

Chase my storm clouds, be my sun.

 

Hole me up, I’m just a psycho.

Purge yourself, you’re better off if you do

Hole me up, I’m just a psycho

Singing my favorite psychotic song

Won’t you sing along?

 

One more truth, two more lies.

The more I believe the less they make it mean.

I’m so close to being right how they want me

So far from anything more than me.

What’s left of you fire?

What’s left to burn down?

Lips of liars, without their frowns

 

Hole me up, I’m just a psycho.

Purge yourself, you’re better off if you do

Hole me up, I’m just a psycho

Singing my favorite psychotic song

Won’t you sing along?

 

My smile never fades, cause here in my reality,

I’m the only one completely sane.

I’m the only one completely sane.

My smile never fades, cause, here in this reality

I’m the only one completely sane.

I’m the only one completely sane.

What’s left of your silence?

What’s left in here, inside of us?

 

Hole me up, I’m just a psycho.

Purge yourself, you’re better off if you do

Hole me up, I’m just a psycho

Singing my favorite psychotic song

Won’t you sing along?

XO

X’s and o’s

More like

Exes and oh no’s.

You’ve got her round your finger so tight

She’ll never get the chance to survive.

I watch from faraway in this light

And I know she’ll never suspect a thing.

 

If there were tracers on

I love you so

Where would you find his?

Probably not all in her ears.

If there were cameras on

Him at all times

Where would you find him?

Probably not all in her eyes.

 

X’s and o’s

More like

Exes and oh no’s.

You’ve got her round your finger so tight

She’ll never get the chance to survive.

I watch from faraway in this light

And I know she’ll never suspect a thing.

 

I’ve got a friend with a girlfriend

He meets me late at night

I pretend I don’t know her

But I’ve met her a thousand times

It’s so easy to forget

To lose sight

Wrongness becomes a habit

It get’s confused with right.

 

X’s and o’s

More like

Exes and oh no’s.

You’ve got her round your finger so tight

She’ll never get the chance to survive.

I watch from faraway in this light

And I know she’ll never suspect a thing.

 

But I know, what she deserves for loving you

And I know, you never give it willingly,

But I see, how you wander back to her

And I know, it won’t ever come back to me.

 

X’s and o’s

More like

Exes and oh no’s.

You’ve got her round your finger so tight

She’ll never get the chance to survive.

I watch from faraway in this light

And I know she’ll never suspect a thing.

Or Not

And I don’t know if there’s one way

You can make this right, I put my trust in you

I don’t know if there’s anything to say now

Cause I listened so intently before

But you never said,

You never said,

You were gonna make this as hard you can

You never said, you never said.

 

I’m confused and in love,

Mistreated maybe, fucked up

I’m still yours but I’m fighting harder now

Cause I’m not sure if I can ever really win

You said I could but now

Do I believe you or not?

 

And I don’t know of one way

I can sleep tonight, I put my trust in you.

I don’t know if there’s one word to say now

Cause I can’t decide what’s first to leave my mouth.

You never said,

You never said,

You were gonna make this as hard as you can

You never said, you never said.

 

Now I’m confused and in love,

Mistreated maybe, fucked up

I’m still yours but I’m fighting harder now

Cause I’m not sure if I can ever really win

You said I could but now

Do I believe you or not?

 

Now that I’m already here I think it’s my time to go

But I won’t leave cause I’m determined to stay

Cause you still want me.

I’ll never learn that’s bad for me

Cause I hold on to what’s to hot to touch.

And I get burned.

You’re making this as hard you can

I don’t appreciate that

You never said, you never said,

But I put my trust in you.

 

I’m confused and in love,

Mistreated maybe, fucked up

I’m still yours but I’m fighting harder now

Cause I’m not sure if I can ever really win

You said I could but now

Do I believe you or not?