You never been so used as I'm using you...

Well then. Officially 14, and I vow to never again for the rest of my life clean a toilet. I am officially find a husband who cleans toilets. It is my new lifelong quest. Anyway...I'm having a birthday party in like 2 hours....I have no idea how many people are coming, how many people I invited, or anything actually. But you know what? I dont' care. At this point I'm virtually non-existent. My mind is somewhere else all the time. Gotta go find that. ttyl

Though its easy to pretend I know your not a fool..

I love that song. Anyway..I'm deleting the alst post cuz I'm really not like that. I mean, he was cute but, not like....blogworthy. So..last nite was fucking amazing. My feet hurt but I really enjoyed everything. The whole thing. Usually at family parties my butt is glued to the chair. But last nite was awesome. I was dancing with my aunts who were acting just like me and we all had a lot of fun. I hated the fucking dj though. Every fucking kids game he had to grab me for. To help or whatever. I was like...shooting daggers at him with my eyes. But I still had a lot of fun. And...just saying here, no matter how many ltc movies are made about guys being jerks, you tell them this fact and they act like your the first one to ever think it. Like, how dare you not bow. Jerks.