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A sudden thought has just come to  me. Recording artists, such as paramore and kelly clarkson, why do they write such personal songs? They connect specific events and people to certain songs…that they have to play over and over again. Perhaps when you do it every night the feeling is simply lulled out of you that you wrote it with, and not extracted and displayed every single time? Hmm.

Choking

Your quiet and I like that,

But you’re not without the vices that you, try not to have,

I wouldn’t tell you swallow your pride,

Cause you’d choke yourself to death if you tried,

I’m not saying I have influence,

I’m just saying I like you the way that you are,

Good and bad.

 

But something tells me they don’t see like I do,

Somethign tells me you’re invisible to them,

Something tells me sometimes you like it like that.

Sometimes I tell myself that I remind you of the real world.

And even if it’s a lie it helps me sleep at night.

What’s Left Of You

Someone taught me

In a dream

That our beliefs could not be wrong

But you’ve judged me on what I believe

So now I believe that I was wrong about you

 

You never steered me right, you never sleep at night,

But if you did you would have nightmares,

Hearts flash before your eyes, You had the best disguise,

As the snake that you were but we all rooted for it not to be true.

You betrayed us, so now you can go, take what’s left of you.

 

Someone told me

In a hush

That you were gonna do me wrong,

I didn’t pay it mind thought you were the good kind,

So now I think that I was wrong about you

 

You never steered me right, you never sleep at night,

But if you did you would have nightmares,

Hearts flash before your eyes, You had the best disguise,

As the snake that you are but we all prayed it wasn’t true,

You betrayed us, so you can go, and take what’s left of you

Cause there’s nothing of left of me.

Of me.

You never steered me, you’ll never sleep at night,

Cause if you did you would have nightmares,

Hearts flashed before your eyes, You had the best disguise,

As the snake that you are, hid the venom all along, from those who believed in you,

You betrayed us, so you can go, and take the nothing you’ve become to me,

With you.

Take what’s left of you.

Before I, do.

Realizations.

Although books are only fictional, that novels carry no true weight in the real world, because it’s all invented stories, I think something should be said that in these books, the good guys usually win. These books are all written by humans, so we can there say, a predominant effect of humans want good to triumph, because it is as we imagine it. Therefore, in real life, they are only good guys, who fail to see theirs and their enemies true wrongdoing. We’re all on the same side, really, we just don’t want to acknowledge it yet because we fear power greater than ourselves, and uniting would be a great power..

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Sometimes one word is all you need,

To spin one more melodic dream,

A web you can’t help but weave,

Like a living heart can’t help but beat.

Welcome To A Wasteland

You say its no use,

Scars won’t fade, but you haven’t learned anything

From love excused,

You downgrade, cause you haven’t learned anything.

 

Barren is the space behind your eyes,

You’re useless

Welcome to wasteland,

Of dreamless dreams,

Your heart ripped at the seams,

I know what she did, she welcomed you in,

To a Wasteland.

To a wasteland.

 

Paranoia has its use, for you who needs to feel anything,

A time like this is none to cry,

Selfishness is excused, for you who needs to feel anything,

A time like this is barely one to realize.

 

Barren is the space behind your eyes,

You’re useless

Welcome to wasteland,

Of dreamless dreams,

Your heart ripped at the seams,

I know what she did, she welcomed you in,

To a Wasteland.

To a wasteland.

In This Light

Time has told

That its not okay

For me to run

For us to hide

 

Time has told

That I must face

Everything

All the music that has yet to die

 

Why can’t I live alone?

Why must I need you

 

Forgotten is a way of life

That I’ve come to like

Cause I’m alright

In a corner of shadows and wasted time,

I’m almost comfortable in this light.

 

Time has told

That it can heal

All the wounds that you may feel

And it will heal them again

Cause it knows you,

It knows you’ll need it again

To distance yourself

From reality,

You’re swallowed up in sympathy

That only looks nice from a mirrors perspective.

 

Why can’t I live alone?

Why must I need you?

 

Forgotten is a way of life

That I’ve come to like

Cause I’m alright

In a corner of shadows and wasted time,

I’m almost comfortable in this light.

 

In this light.

I’m ready, I’m ready,

To start again.

I’m ready, I’m ready,

Cause time has told that those who never move away

Will die in vain.

 

Why can’t I live alone?

Why must i need you?

 

Forgotten is a way of life

That I’ve come to like

Cause I’m alright

In a corner of shadows and wasted time,

I’m almost comfortable in this light.

Almost comfortable…

Guide To Being A Good Husband

Being a good boyfriend is a whole football field away from being a good husband. Some basic tips for a successful marriage with us difficult women:

1. Never insist the wife cook dinner. Most women cook because we like it, and if we don’t you should find an alternative, fast, cause we aren’t really as bad as we pretend, but if you don’t want us burning your water, find a solution.

2. This is a follow up, but share responsibilities at least semi-equally. Arguments such as, “I did it yesterday,” will get you nowhere, because yesterday is always forgotten. Just try and keep household chores even, without a knock down drag out fight about what even really is.

3. In all honesty, we don’t look pretty for you, we get pretty for all the other annoying wives, sister in laws, and superficial family members out there. But you can tell us we look nice anyway.

4. It’s okay if you go out with your friends sometimes, but don’t call us repeatedly when we’re out with ours. It’s cute the first time, and that’s all.

5. Take us out to dinner like you did when you were still trying to win us over? We’re easier to please as wives we promise, but you have to try a little.

6.Don’t remind us of all the things we have to do before the day is over, or how much you got done that day, or how much you still have to do. Misery enjoys company but pressure really isn’t attractive. ;)

7. Love us, like you bs-ed that you did the second you met us during our wedding vows. ;) It’s okay, we don’t mind this.