Hello, my darling...

I've been thinking lately. About what? Your probably sitting there wondering. I'm reading a very interesting book. I wont really go into details, but this kid volunteers at a nursing home and sits with a really nasty old man 2-3 days a week. Ok, look. I'm not that stupid. I've learned by now things do not happen like they do in books. But I'm thinking about giving it a try. I mean...I have music right? SOMEONE in a nursing home has to be interested in music. I could sing or play something simple on bass. Community service could be just what I'm looking for do with my time. And besides, I could sing without getting yelled at, which is ultimately what happens in my house. and btw--saw "grease!" today for the first time, and I may have limited taste or probably not even sufficient qualifications to have an opinion on any kind of musical besides the fact that i wish my life was one, but sincerely enjoyed the is75 production of grease. Props to Mrs. Stine and the entire drama class, even if I really do think she has something shoved way too far up her ass. And hmm....what else? nothing. nite.

Now you're burning by the side of the road!

Alright. Today was pretty boring. And now I'm pretty bored. It's so nice out but I'm not sure if I wanna ride my bike right now. I wanna just scream my brains out. And no ones home. So I can do that. Yay! I'm gonna go scream and probably record Arizona by Hey Monday. Great song check it out!

Romeo save me, I've been so alone....

Ok....yeah. Hi. You know? The subject of conversation that I most want to avoid comes up the most. Mr.Murphy would say its quite ironic. But I think its sad. Well....I'm sitting in social studies after school and it just occured to me. Not everyone responds well to abuse. Communication only works if both ends are willing to give and receive. I'm failing in about every area of communication. Thank god its not a class cause it would totally kill my overall average. And that would not be good. At all. This is gonna sound totally wrong but I'm so completely frustrated.

I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well...

Isnt it amazing how some songs just put you in a better mood? I had a crap day and I have my youtube playlist on shuffle, reading a really good book with my headphones on, and Broken by Seether and Amy just came on and now I kinda feel....great. But, I know people arent going to read this. They shouldnt. They should have plenty of other things to do. Cause I'm Broken, when I'm lonesome...

Reminded Of Blue Denim

No one has been posting so I feel like a pathetic loser. Its not that I have nothing to do with my time. I do a lot of other stuff. I just think it's important I come on here and tell the world what I like, hate, and love about being a teenager. (Sarcastic) I dont know why I come on here. I just do. So, hi! Today sucked. Totally totally sucked. People are funny though. A girl I havent talked to in three years (to date) provided me with most of my day's entertainment. But, to anyone who knows what is going on, I guess I shouldnt really find this that funny. I guess I'm just not one of those girls that freaks out over things like this. But you know what's worst? I knew that girl. We were like, best friends, and now she has a total disregard for me. As Alexa would say, "stupid slut." I'll talk more later. Later.

Say, is that rain or are they tears?

Seven Sad Facts Of Life--
1) People want only what they think they cannot have.
2) Guns and Roses was revolutionary and never shall be again.
3) People always say enjoy your childhood blahblahblah, but it has been confirmed that being an adult is more fun.
4) As our obesity rates go up, so do our hunger rates.
5) Some people find happiness in doing the wrong thing.
6) We fight for peace and die for our freedom.
and lastly...
7) When people are smiling, you never really know what they are thinking. Even when you think you do.