Home.

Is it really  a home if it’s not someplace you want to come home to? Not where you want to rest your head? You have no other place you belong to, but this is nothing you want to belong to.

Competitions

You throw your sparks but you never watch the flame

I think it’s funny how the boys all know your name

Your dancing cause you got it and you know that you got it

And everything you got is twice what they want

 

Woah…

Woah…

Competition is the fiercest form of danger,

And we do it with a smile,

It’s a fight to the death for something that is surely worth the while…

 

You hit your mark but you never follow through

You walk the halls just to watch them all follow you

You can do that cause you got it and you know that you got it

And everything you got is twice of what they want

 

Woah…

Woah…

Competition is the fiercest form of danger,

And we do it with a smile,

It’s a fight to the death for something surely worth this..

Surely worth this while…

 

*ding, ding ding*

1, 2, 3

She got her!

A major upset in the ring folks,

A major upset…

 

Woah…

Woah…

Competition is the fiercest form of danger,

And we do it with a smile,

It’s a fight to the death for something surely worth this..

Surely worth this while…

You Won’t Change

Will you get it when your pride is hanging off a cliff by a tiny little thread?

No, you won’t even care because you won’t even understand,

What you make yourself worth, and what you stoop to,

Will never cease to amaze but I don’t have time to waste on you…

 

Let me live, and let me breathe,

Just back up offa me,

You don’t wear my shoes,

And you won’t change the life I choose.

 

You say my beliefs are, completely out of line,

But you don’t know where the line is, when you can’t stand and you are blind,

I’m sure that you’re in there somewhere, wanting to be saved,

But your pride will be the bitter pill, if you can be that brave,

I don’t know.

 

Let me live, and let me breathe,

Just back up offa me,

You don’t use the lens I use,

So it’s no wonder we don’t see it the same way..

You don’t wear my shoes,

And you won’t change the life I choose.

Things I Learned Freshmen Year

1. People change. A lot. Not because of anything in particular than time and environment.

2. Meeting new people can still be just as easy as ten years ago on the playground.

3. Sometimes, you find comfort and satisfaction in the littlest things, or even people you thought were insignificant.

4. Always add people’s names on to compliments, because it’s really awkward when a person you weren’t talking to says thanks.

My Wrongs

Oh, I know,

There’s a voice In my heart,

That wants to say I’m sorry for my wrongs,

And I know, actions speak louder then words,

But  wrote you this song,

To tell you that I, thought about you today,

And I wanted to say I was sorry,

I wanted to say I was wrong,

For saying those things and acting that way,

I don’t know what I was thinking, don’t know who I thought I was,

But I know who I am, and who I am can admit when they didn’t do what was right.

Coming and Going

Theres, a thickness in the air,

Can you feel it everywhere?

It’s coming and going

Like your heart,

Scratching the surface but hitting me so hard..

Hitting me so hard…

 

But I

Dont want

To be

The girl to fall for you

And I

Don’t want

To know what its like to lose

Everything

Everything

To the silence

 

The rain on a Saturday,

Hits the windows so hard, they bend and shake

And even when it finally stops,

When it finally….stops

Leaves puddles as reminders of the storm.

 

But I

Dont want

To be

The girl to fall for you

And I

Don’t want

To know what its like to lose

Everything

Everything

To the silence

 

You go through the motions but don’t ever see

How you affect what you touch (including me)

I don’t want to lose,

I don’t want to lose…

 

But I

Will be

The one

To fall for you,

And I

won’t know

what its like to lose

Everything

Everything

To the silence