Bucket List

Ok....so this weekend SUCKED. with a capital S-U-C-K-E-D. but this weekend has hope. i make my confirmation on sat. (goes whoo-hoo for dress and shoes!) And yeah....so I'm bored. So. TOP FIVE THINGS TO DO BEFORE I DIE: 1) Complete a book I actually like and think other people would like. 2) Duet with Joan Jett or Nancy Wilson. (Yeah fucking right) 3) See my grandchildren graduate kindergarten, (thus implying i have/had a husband and son/daughter. 4) Have a career which I enjoy. (i.e. lately ive been thinking about singing...i could always write during the day and just do nightclubs or something you know?) and lastly......5) Get over my fears and acheive self-actualization. (Once again....yeah fucking right....but hey, why dream if youre not going to dream big)....I'll post later on something normal if i feel like it......If you wanna get down....down on the ground....cocaine.