Saturday, February 7, 2009

Hungover

I knew that water tasted a little funky last night. Lmao jk. School dance last night, I will admit I did somethings that I regret. BUT it was totally fun at the time, and atleast i didnt hit on or TRY to hit on the dj who wasnt even that cute lol. But i had fun. There was literally like NO ONE there tho. But it was fun. And progess is amazing!!!!! I finally learned (a little) how to sing this high note and its HIIIIIIGGGGGHHHH and i finally, ok well.....Christina really was the one that made it happen, but she was like....that sounded really great and i was like....that FELT really great!!!! it was the most amazing thing iv ever felt in my entire existence. and yeah...i made tech. not stuy tho (id like to say to everyone that i told you so) but yeah....i rly hated tech but...my mom wants me to go there...and some of my friends are going there. i feel bad tho....cuz theres so many people that wanted this and i dont really care that much.....but...im being lectured for thinking like that. for feeling guilty when i achieve something. im working on controlling that. and thats really all im controlling. iv been trying to let myself go for more than a week now and it feels awesome i must admit. crazy as i fucking was last night.....i totally had a good time. and then this morning my mom goes....you look like ur hungover.....i was just like...thnx.

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