Tell me you'll remember!

I feel like shit. And I feel amazing. At exactly the same time. I feel like I'm contemplating freedom or something. If this was a play, comic relief would help. Like, right now. But no one in the audience would laugh. Cause it wouldn't be a good joke. But the effort would be acknowledged. Happiness is that hard to object. It's like laughter. It totally eats at you. Even when you kinda just wanna cry. I'm happy. It feels good.