Do you believe in magic?

On account of my eyes, this is the last time I will say they are open and then I shall say no more. They are open. Hmm...I've been thinking about a lot of random things lately: 1) I'd be less afraid if I got locked in a room with a tiger than if I got locked in a room with a mouse. 2) I actually like the color pink in moderation. 3) I miss having long hair a little. 4) As a mother and a wife I wouldn't put up with as much shit as my mom does. 5) People say I look innocent, but I'm pretty sure I'm a grade-a pain in the ass sometimes. 6) Apparently, I'm not a bad friend, tho. And that's it for today. But there's one thing I don't understand. Some people, can totally DO confident. I, am not one of them. Most people when their confident, their loud and sure of themselves. When I'm loud, usually I just cant control myself. Im not being confident, I dont know what I'm being. Anyway...I've been pretty happy lately. Kinda floaty actually which is cool. But I'm not exactly sure why. And, I think about moving away to some isolated island, never having to deal with people again, but last night something new resurfaced. I might get lonely. And let's face it. As much as none of us will ever admit to it, we all need a little drama. Something to prove to us that we are in fact, living and breathing, and we matter.......see ya.