Something I Never Had

You want it

You got it

It’s dry and forgotten

It’s androgyny

In it’s sickest forms

It’s you

 

You need it

You crave it

In your boney fingers

It’s androgyny

In it’s sickest forms

It’s you

 

Your sunrise, burns my eyes

You’re too awake to say goodnight,

I’ll stay up all night, and be with you

 

In between, the good and bad

You’re everything I never had

In between, the blue and red

The black and white,

Live and dead,

I found something I never had,

I never had a choice.

 

You saw it

You felt it

Pierce the surface

It’s androgyny

In it’s purest forms

It’s you

 

Your sunrise, burns my eyes

You’re too awake to say goodnight,

I’ll stay up all night, and be with you

 

In between, the good and bad

You’re everything I never had

In between, the blue and red

The black and white,

Live and dead,

I found something I never had,

I never had a choice.

 

The twilight comes

I’m dreaming of

You in all your states

Gas or liquid

Solid, touching'

What would be my face

 

Your sunrise, burns my eyes

You’re too awake to say goodnight,

I’ll stay up all night, and be with you

 

In between, the good and bad

You’re everything I never had

In between, the blue and red

The black and white,

Live and dead,

I found something I never had,

I never had a choice.