I said be honest. what do you feel?
but the question never left my throat.
sometimes i wish you could hear,
what i say to you, when i imagine you’re next to me in bed.
when i realize what it is they do to you.
You live so far from the truth.
that could’ve been the last time
i ever looked in your eyes
it could’ve been the last time
i ever saw the sun.
that could’ve been the last time
i ever took a breath
it could’ve been the last time
i ever knew what you meant.
it could’ve been the last time
that everything seemed worth it.
now you ask me what i feel?
and i brush the question from your lips if i could.
but you don’t feel me here, cause you’re so over there.
i miss you when your eyes leave me,
and somewhere your heaven of isolation treats you well.
that could’ve been the last time
i ever looked in your eyes
it could’ve been the last time
i ever saw the sun.
that could’ve been the last time
i ever took a breath
it could’ve been the last time
i ever knew what you meant.
it could’ve been the last time
that everything seemed worth it.
is it a waste?
am i a bother?
is this a circle?
that could’ve been the last time
i ever looked in your eyes
it could’ve been the last time
i ever saw the sun.
that could’ve been the last time
i ever took a breath
it could’ve been the last time
i ever knew what you meant.
it could’ve been the last time
that everything seemed worth it.
