I dont know what I've done....

New favorite song lol. Im siiiiiiick. And I hurt. Everywhere. Its not nice. So I lay in bed, pndering life, death, God, guys, holy baby jesus!!!! I didnt tell you about banquet! I dont know what I expected to happen there. I had fun. I cried. I danced and hugged people and oh my god. I slow danced with two guys that I dont even like. One I don't even know. I don't know what I'm gonna do. But I have to do something. Like whats the worst that could happen? I really dont wanna die before I really live. That would suck. You have no idea what I'm talking. Dear god. Lets keep it that way. More later. Mwahs.