Any moment. Everything can change.

Alright. It feels like I haven't posted in awhile. Maybe I have. I don't really know. I'll check later. I almost feel like a puppy lately. I can never tell how much time has passed or how much I have left. It's nauseating. Anyway, I have c/a homework to do on Buddy Holly, and I'm actually in the mood to watch La Bamba, but w/e. I feel better lately. Friday feels like it was a hundred years ago. But I know I'm not imagning things and I know I'm not crazy. I just got home from my brother's baseball practice and you know what? I talked to a very nice old man there who somehow in god's name knew what I am going through and had some vague idea of what I was talking about. Which is really strange. But he was nice. Somethings in life you're just better off without. Cigarettes are one of them. MY LOVE MY LOVE I thought I picked you from a crowd, but now, you're nothing I can't live without......"Half The Girl"