Saturday, November 7, 2009

With Just A Kiss

I know you’re lips have been running over peoples
And you keep running your mouth
I can’t quite figure it out
I look stupid now
Are you happy now?
The candle is blowing out
Can you see how I felt
You never think about anything
I wasn’t a mess when we started out
You got me jumping around,
Got my feet off the ground,
But I guess I’m not the sole flyer.
You don’t tell the truth
But does that make you a liar?


Houston, we’ve got a problem
I’m not the only one and oh…
I know that’s how you fix things,
This can’t be fixed with just a kiss


They told me not to keep waiting for you
To keep coming around
But you were something bad
I thought we could be good
Stubborn as always
You know I never listen
Every time your she‘s here, you keep me running away
I keep on running my mouth
You can’t quite figure it out
Theres something going on
Shes looks way too involved
Thought this was just me and you
Do I wanna know?
Ignorance is bliss
She looks hungry
Time to feed her with a kiss
Before she withers away
Thought you were stronger than this
They told me to be careful
When playing with fire


Houston, we’ve got a problem
I’m not the only one and oh…
I know that’s how you fix things,
This can’t be fixed with just a kiss

Draft one. Loves healthy.

Somebody told you how to live/ But they never taught how to love/Act only when acted upon/Give away your heart and you can say so long/Its been two years but I know how/To be a queen without a crown/I don't need to help pretend/ That I am someone strong/No one said loves good for you, no one said you'll like it/ No one said you'd make it through/ God's not done deciding/ I'll see you at the other side, keep your hand open for me, You eyes are so clear it almost hurts, cause no one said love's healthy/They taught me how to run/But never how to stop/A restless dream I wander through, more endless turns that lead to you/ I struggle with my selfish pride/ And all the scars I'll never hide/I found the pieces, we'll survive/ And happy never lasts/No one said loves good for you/ No one said you'll like it/ No one said you'd make it through/ God's not done deciding/ Will I see you at the other side/ I'll wait for you on bended knee/ I can't watch the end of you, no one told you love's not healthy/You're losing your mind, losing your mind/ Falling behind, falling behind/ Where do you go, where should you hide?/ I know this place too well/First chorus x2 i guess no one told you..

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

When Will You Be Mine...

I’ve got a feeling that today could the be the day
When you turn around and say what you like you need to say
Its not fair to keep me thinking of you…
When I have got so many other better things to do
But I can’t imagine a single day, without your face going through my mind
And I, don’t breathe a single breath without wondering when you will be mine, oh…
Cause you’re standing so close but you don’t move closer,
When all it takes from you to knock me over,
Another smile, another smile, oh..
When will you be mine…
I know this heart is a runaway train driving 300 miles in the pouring rain,
One day it’ll make a stop, and pick you up cause you’re going someplace,
It’s not fair too try and hold you here
When you need someplace to shine brighter than you do
But I can’t imagine a single day, without your face going through my mind
And I, don’t breathe a single breath without wondering when you will be mine, oh…
Cause you’re standing so close but you don’t move closer,
When all it takes from you to knock me over,
Another smile, another smile, oh..
When will you be mine…
I;ve got a feeling that I kinda know what you’re gonna say
When you say that you’ll call me
Tell me about another bad date, and I’ll be thinking how great we’d be,
I know I could, be the one to, loosen up you’re love and bring you down…
Given the chance…
Oh come on give me a chance…oh
But I can’t imagine a single day, without your face going through my mind
And I, don’t breathe a single breath without wondering when you will be mine, oh…
Cause you’re standing so close but you don’t move closer,
When all it takes from you to knock me over,
Another smile, another smile, oh..
When will you be mine…

Monday, November 2, 2009

Titles Again

Probable Cause, Electric Heart, What Nobody Knows.

Its A Crime

I found out yesterday
That I am not alone
In thinking that I'm somebody
Who doesnt have a home...
By saying what i feel
And meaning what i say
I create the cloud of openness
That forever goes away

Its a crime against soceity
To know just who you are
It's a crime against yourself
To remain behind their bars
Its a crime...

Friday, October 23, 2009

(Stop Being Who You're Not) What Does Your Mirror See? first stuff. drafts.

You're in.
You're out.
You're in again.
i dont know what its about.

When it gets to the finish line
Do you know what you want from life
When you scream at the top of your lungs
Do you recognize the voice?

You could get Emmy for the role that you keep playing
Who am i even standing next to? Whos standing next to me?
Do you know who are? Who you wanna be?
Tell me tell me, what does your mirror see?

You try to change the reflection,
Make a brand new start
Cover the surface with make up,
They might not see,
They might not know that you're not real,
its a facade, and hiding is your artifice,
How do i know something real extists? at all...

Friday, October 16, 2009

It Just Occured To Me..

This will sound foreign and obscure/This will break all the rules/This will close openhanded hearts/This will wake your muse/It just occured to me, that you don't love true/You're not a cure to me, a cure can't play you/You just referred to me, as someone you knew/Please just reword for me, cause I don't know you/Your eyes are cloudy and deterred/Your soul is unprotected/Your kiss will abate over time/Your life will make you blind/It just occured to me, that I don't love you/You're not assured in me, but I will get through/It's just absurd to me, how low you sink to/You're not matured to me, you still have your youth/This time its uncontrolled....(echo)/It just occurred to me, that they don't love you/You won't return to me, but I don't want proof/You didn't learn from me, I still can't help you/You can infer from me, that love won't kill you/It just occured to me, that i don't love you/You're not a cure to me, I never played you/It's just a mystery, how they all see truth/Something they'll never see, how I don't need you/It just occurred to me...

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Butterfly Jane.

She left him on a Thursday.
He never liked them, anyway.
He watched her walk away,
she never enjoyed a chase.
Or the optimism, of young lovers, who forgive mistakes.
She stood still for a moment, and couldn't help but let the ground turn away.

Just like that, she burned the words of her love letters,
Left him scarred to find the road her life was on,
He didn't understand, he'll never understand her.
She flew away, and they called her
Butterfly Jane.

She spread her wings, and fell down,
He leaped to help but she wouldn't come around,
She told him, it was over, there was nothing left to say,
He found the words, couldn't mask his disarray.
She's breaking the rules, became cold and unmoved,
By all the pleasure-seeking,
Left the realm of joy rides, and entered a night of sleepless dreaming.

Just like that she erased the traces of her wasted time,
Left him scarred to remember a love she'd already forgotten.
She didn't understand, why he never understood her,
Reasoning for them calling her
Butterfly Jane.

He couldn't let her go,
He becomae so exposed,
Glass jar around her freedom,
To be the queen to his empty kingdom,
She changed his world forever,
(Echo)
She'll try to forget
The time her wings weren't spread
When her heart was tied down
To a boy she had found,
To a home in her head....
But she's Butterfly Jane.
Fly away oh fly away,
butterfly jane...
Say goodbye....
Butterfly Jane...

Sunday, October 11, 2009

The Princess& The Queen.

She's got you hanging by a thread/We see it in your eyes/The champion lays defeated, with only the princess in his sights/I know where shes been/She aint what you think/Learn the hard way be my guest/Youll wont live long if your living like this/High maintence, homecoming queen/Key to your heart, no, she aint like me/Hair done in her tiny dress/You let her think shes the best, its your fault shes the princess/Now you can't even breathe/Deny what we see/Youre everywhere, it isnt fair, does she know how much you really care? Should i tell you that you're wasting your time? Shes got everything that money can buy/ I know wheres she been. she aint what you think. learn the hard way, be my guest, you wont live long keep living like this/ High maintence, homecoming queen/ Key to your heart no, she aint like me/Hair done in her tiny dress, you let her think shes the best, now she thinks shes the princess/Step up, little girl, its time you sat one out, I know you think you're something special, but I have doubt/Time for you to see, it doesnt make a difference to me/You may be the princess, but I am still the queen/And sooner or later or later or sooner, were all gonna see/ That your.....high maintence, homecoming...high maintence, step down from the throne/You had the key to his heart, but, you were overthrown, You hairs still done, and it don't look good, things are going back to the way that I knew they would...You may be the princess but I am still the....should i tell you that you're wasting your time?

Friday, October 9, 2009

The Voiceless.

And if i find comfort in my bitterness,
Please excuse me dear friends,
I'm no longer singing for just myself,
I'm screaming the volumes for the voiceless.

Wednesday, October 7, 2009