Friday, October 23, 2009

(Stop Being Who You're Not) What Does Your Mirror See? first stuff. drafts.

You're in.
You're out.
You're in again.
i dont know what its about.

When it gets to the finish line
Do you know what you want from life
When you scream at the top of your lungs
Do you recognize the voice?

You could get Emmy for the role that you keep playing
Who am i even standing next to? Whos standing next to me?
Do you know who are? Who you wanna be?
Tell me tell me, what does your mirror see?

You try to change the reflection,
Make a brand new start
Cover the surface with make up,
They might not see,
They might not know that you're not real,
its a facade, and hiding is your artifice,
How do i know something real extists? at all...

Friday, October 16, 2009

It Just Occured To Me..

This will sound foreign and obscure/This will break all the rules/This will close openhanded hearts/This will wake your muse/It just occured to me, that you don't love true/You're not a cure to me, a cure can't play you/You just referred to me, as someone you knew/Please just reword for me, cause I don't know you/Your eyes are cloudy and deterred/Your soul is unprotected/Your kiss will abate over time/Your life will make you blind/It just occured to me, that I don't love you/You're not assured in me, but I will get through/It's just absurd to me, how low you sink to/You're not matured to me, you still have your youth/This time its uncontrolled....(echo)/It just occurred to me, that they don't love you/You won't return to me, but I don't want proof/You didn't learn from me, I still can't help you/You can infer from me, that love won't kill you/It just occured to me, that i don't love you/You're not a cure to me, I never played you/It's just a mystery, how they all see truth/Something they'll never see, how I don't need you/It just occurred to me...

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Butterfly Jane.

She left him on a Thursday.
He never liked them, anyway.
He watched her walk away,
she never enjoyed a chase.
Or the optimism, of young lovers, who forgive mistakes.
She stood still for a moment, and couldn't help but let the ground turn away.

Just like that, she burned the words of her love letters,
Left him scarred to find the road her life was on,
He didn't understand, he'll never understand her.
She flew away, and they called her
Butterfly Jane.

She spread her wings, and fell down,
He leaped to help but she wouldn't come around,
She told him, it was over, there was nothing left to say,
He found the words, couldn't mask his disarray.
She's breaking the rules, became cold and unmoved,
By all the pleasure-seeking,
Left the realm of joy rides, and entered a night of sleepless dreaming.

Just like that she erased the traces of her wasted time,
Left him scarred to remember a love she'd already forgotten.
She didn't understand, why he never understood her,
Reasoning for them calling her
Butterfly Jane.

He couldn't let her go,
He becomae so exposed,
Glass jar around her freedom,
To be the queen to his empty kingdom,
She changed his world forever,
(Echo)
She'll try to forget
The time her wings weren't spread
When her heart was tied down
To a boy she had found,
To a home in her head....
But she's Butterfly Jane.
Fly away oh fly away,
butterfly jane...
Say goodbye....
Butterfly Jane...

Sunday, October 11, 2009

The Princess& The Queen.

She's got you hanging by a thread/We see it in your eyes/The champion lays defeated, with only the princess in his sights/I know where shes been/She aint what you think/Learn the hard way be my guest/Youll wont live long if your living like this/High maintence, homecoming queen/Key to your heart, no, she aint like me/Hair done in her tiny dress/You let her think shes the best, its your fault shes the princess/Now you can't even breathe/Deny what we see/Youre everywhere, it isnt fair, does she know how much you really care? Should i tell you that you're wasting your time? Shes got everything that money can buy/ I know wheres she been. she aint what you think. learn the hard way, be my guest, you wont live long keep living like this/ High maintence, homecoming queen/ Key to your heart no, she aint like me/Hair done in her tiny dress, you let her think shes the best, now she thinks shes the princess/Step up, little girl, its time you sat one out, I know you think you're something special, but I have doubt/Time for you to see, it doesnt make a difference to me/You may be the princess, but I am still the queen/And sooner or later or later or sooner, were all gonna see/ That your.....high maintence, homecoming...high maintence, step down from the throne/You had the key to his heart, but, you were overthrown, You hairs still done, and it don't look good, things are going back to the way that I knew they would...You may be the princess but I am still the....should i tell you that you're wasting your time?

Friday, October 9, 2009

The Voiceless.

And if i find comfort in my bitterness,
Please excuse me dear friends,
I'm no longer singing for just myself,
I'm screaming the volumes for the voiceless.

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

More Titles...

Penance...(spelling?!?), Gift From Hell, Afterthought

Taking Sides/Knock it Off/ Keep Believing

This is like a jungle sometimes
I can't tell which way is in or out
I keep thinking that its something its not
And that's not my fault
(Woah, woah)
I can't keep believing
Thats somethings gonna change me
(Woah, woah)
Can't tell the time, can't get away,
The lights blinding my eyes, and i still wanna stay,
I don't knw why,
And that's not my fault

I keep taking, taking sides,
i keep taking yours, and not taking mine,
I'll never get this, get this right,
Not if we keep taking sides...
(Lets knock it off.)
(Woah, woah)
(Lets knock it off...)

This isn't a war, and its not a game
We've lost the time, can't start again,
Theres something underneath this,
That i can't quite, figure out alone,
But everything you touch you taint,
I can't leave myself to chance,
You taught me everything I know,
And now I don't know where it went
This is all your fault

I can't keep believing...
I can't keep believing...

I'm free falling into something,
You can't keep what you never had,
The tighter you hold,
The more that slips away,
I guess that's not my fault...
(Woah, woah)
I can't keep believing...
(in you)
i can't keep believing...

I keep taking, taking sides,
i keep taking yours, and not taking mine,
I'll never get this, get this right,
Not if we keep taking sides...
(Lets knock it off.)
(Woah, woah)
(Lets knock it off...)

I can't keep beliving...
(this lie)
I cant' keep believing
(That look in your eye)

I keep taking, taking sides,
i keep taking yours, and not taking mine,
I'll never get this, get this right,
Not if we keep taking sides...
(Lets knock it off.)
(Woah, woah)
(Lets knock it off...)x2

Under the bed, under the bridge

Under your bed there is a face
that you've tried to forget
Over and over again
Time wears down
The eager in his eyes,
and the crooked in his smile,
You never laugh anymore,
Cause the sound is something your hiding under your bed

Under the bridge is the water
You'd told you never tasted
That brought you to life
That one summer day
When you died, and let them hurt you
Under the bridge is the soul of a girl
You swear you never knew
You'll never meet her
But you know
She's waiting for you
If ever you need her

I'm under your bed,
I'm under the bridge,
Left lying awake,
In a queen of dreams,
I hear your voice,
I call your name,
But you've forgotten,
That you used to meet me,
Under your bed and under the bridge,
Now I've become
Imaginary to you,
But you'll always be real,
As long as its real...

Under my bed, There is a face,
I've tried to forget,
Over and over,
Under the bed...

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Outta My Head

A tiny box holds my emotions,
Call my name but I can't hear,
Was that my imagination,
Why don't I know whats real?

Cause now
You got me crazy,
You got me outta my head,
Something i swore to myself,
I won't let you forget.
The burn of a love that I
will never regret,
has got me so crazy,
so outta myhead.

Like a traffic light you stop my breathing,
Spinning tires don't stop on time,
My hearts still spinning.

Chorus. x2

Titles.

No Girls Allowed, Shh.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Titles

Taking Sides,
Provoke,
Close Your Eyes For This Part,
The System.

Tuesday, September 29, 2009