The Voiceless.

And if i find comfort in my bitterness,
Please excuse me dear friends,
I'm no longer singing for just myself,
I'm screaming the volumes for the voiceless.

More Titles...

Penance...(spelling?!?), Gift From Hell, Afterthought

Taking Sides/Knock it Off/ Keep Believing

This is like a jungle sometimes
I can't tell which way is in or out
I keep thinking that its something its not
And that's not my fault
(Woah, woah)
I can't keep believing
Thats somethings gonna change me
(Woah, woah)
Can't tell the time, can't get away,
The lights blinding my eyes, and i still wanna stay,
I don't knw why,
And that's not my fault

I keep taking, taking sides,
i keep taking yours, and not taking mine,
I'll never get this, get this right,
Not if we keep taking sides...
(Lets knock it off.)
(Woah, woah)
(Lets knock it off...)

This isn't a war, and its not a game
We've lost the time, can't start again,
Theres something underneath this,
That i can't quite, figure out alone,
But everything you touch you taint,
I can't leave myself to chance,
You taught me everything I know,
And now I don't know where it went
This is all your fault

I can't keep believing...
I can't keep believing...

I'm free falling into something,
You can't keep what you never had,
The tighter you hold,
The more that slips away,
I guess that's not my fault...
(Woah, woah)
I can't keep believing...
(in you)
i can't keep believing...

I keep taking, taking sides,
i keep taking yours, and not taking mine,
I'll never get this, get this right,
Not if we keep taking sides...
(Lets knock it off.)
(Woah, woah)
(Lets knock it off...)

I can't keep beliving...
(this lie)
I cant' keep believing
(That look in your eye)

I keep taking, taking sides,
i keep taking yours, and not taking mine,
I'll never get this, get this right,
Not if we keep taking sides...
(Lets knock it off.)
(Woah, woah)
(Lets knock it off...)x2

Under the bed, under the bridge

Under your bed there is a face
that you've tried to forget
Over and over again
Time wears down
The eager in his eyes,
and the crooked in his smile,
You never laugh anymore,
Cause the sound is something your hiding under your bed

Under the bridge is the water
You'd told you never tasted
That brought you to life
That one summer day
When you died, and let them hurt you
Under the bridge is the soul of a girl
You swear you never knew
You'll never meet her
But you know
She's waiting for you
If ever you need her

I'm under your bed,
I'm under the bridge,
Left lying awake,
In a queen of dreams,
I hear your voice,
I call your name,
But you've forgotten,
That you used to meet me,
Under your bed and under the bridge,
Now I've become
Imaginary to you,
But you'll always be real,
As long as its real...

Under my bed, There is a face,
I've tried to forget,
Over and over,
Under the bed...

Outta My Head

A tiny box holds my emotions,
Call my name but I can't hear,
Was that my imagination,
Why don't I know whats real?

Cause now
You got me crazy,
You got me outta my head,
Something i swore to myself,
I won't let you forget.
The burn of a love that I
will never regret,
has got me so crazy,
so outta myhead.

Like a traffic light you stop my breathing,
Spinning tires don't stop on time,
My hearts still spinning.

Chorus. x2

Titles.

No Girls Allowed, Shh.

Titles

Taking Sides,
Provoke,
Close Your Eyes For This Part,
The System.

Titlles for this week.

Eyes Wide Open,
Best Intentions,
Unchartered,
Lyrics of Acid....

I like the second song. Scream.

Isn't it funny how you never
Never had the time
Isn't it funny how you always
Always said i was on your mind
But you can't
You can't unlive the lie
You can't
You won't know what you want til you close your eyes
And scream out loud
And scream out loud
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
She's like a drug
So good and so bad for you
Cat got your tongue
But you know you don't wanna be used
Why can't we all just

C-Say what you want say what you feel
What you need
Scream what you want scream what you fear
What you mean
Say what you know say what you like
What you see
And after all make sure that you
Mean what you scream

Ambidextrous
Seeing through all of the smoke
Back doors open for you
But you can't breathe you choke
Too many bright lights
Too many blind turns
When will she ever learn
False alarm here we go again
You know it's not what it shouldve been

C-Say what you want say what you feel
What you need
Scream what you want scream what you fear
What you mean
Say what you know scream what you like
What you see
And after all make sure that you
Mean what you scream

Eyes closed.
Still hearts.
Waiting.
For the fun to start.
Deep breath.
And sigh.
Too much.
For you tonight.
How could
She take.
You're heart.
It was so easy to break.
You're left.
Without a voice.
Without a cry.
But you made you're choice....
(To) *pause*

Chorus (2x?)

lies.

If you gave me any truth
Any part of you
Maybe it could’ve worked out
If you really ever cared
Ever did your share
Maybe it would’ve worked out
Don’t kiss me goodnight
This heart won’t say goodbye
I want you I need you
But I won’t waste my time
I want you I need you
But I won’t waste any more time on you

Life.

As we get older, I feel like I'm chasing white rabbits around in my head. I lose track of time and follow them around. And then it's like I'm falling forever. I think I'm finally done changing, and I've let go of the illusion of what I was, and let go of the dream that I'd be perfect. It just feels like the pressure is gone and now it's just me. So tonight instead of writing a song, although i will momentarily, I felt like just blogging. Saying hey, I found my lifeline. And it was me all along. I didn't try hard enough to understand it, and like anything we don't understand I think I ran away from it. It's my turn and I don't need to lose myself to be pretty. In mind and body. That's yesterday's concept. One that I'm pretty sure I'll fall prey to atleast once more in my life. What can I say? Parts of me saw it coming. It'll fade in and out. I'll ignore my conscience and memory. In some aspects I'm once burned twice shy, but some I'm not. I don't know what I want, and I'm trying not to ask myself. This path I'm walking on, sometimes it's hard not to run ahead, or even runaway, cause I just can't take it. Some moments are beautiful, and sometimes I'm just sick of it all. "Still don't know what I was looking for."

I'll drive until i find the missing piece.

(Its not fair)
(Its not fair)
If eyes don’t see through of hate
I guess I’ll never see your face
If you keep breathing misery
And all you touch twists in agony
I can’t help you from the point that you knocked me down to
And frankly I wouldn’t if I could